he
embarrassed
me
seemed
to
be
the
main
theme
but
that
was
long
ago
she
taught
me
how
delicious
peanut
butter
and
butter
sandwiches
were
it
was
with
those
great
big
tired
eyes
she
kept
on
keepin'
on
tirelessly
she
sang
in
tones
I'd
never
heard
like
from
another
world
entirely
I'm
the
girl
that
will
go
hunting
tonight
she
sang
oh
hunting
tonight
I'm
looking
for
the
moon
like
I'm
waiting
for
it
to
tell
me
something
I
dreamt
of
the
King
in
Yellow
he
was
not
yellow
but
clouded
by
sun
I
thought
of
that
big
old
brown
chevy
van
we
used
to
ride
in
as
kids
you
laugh
after
we
make
love
and
I
sometimes
cry
it's
quite
warm
tonight
I'm
a
soldier
without
a
gun
a
dagger
of
love
straight
to
your
heart
there
was
a
bat
by
the
river
squeaking
I
got
very
close
to
him
I
squashed
the
bug
his
blood
and
guts
are
now
forever
part
of
my
book
there
was
sun
and
then
some
clouds
a
little
rain
and
then
the
sun
came
back
you
could
stop
being
an
asshole
and
start
kicking
some
ass
just
sayin'
I
bathed
in
the
light
unblinded
and
then
threw
it
out
like
bath
water
the
sky
was
so
dark
but
the
sun
shone
and
I
couldn't
ever
know
why
I
wanted
to
spread
my
wings
and
fly
but
instead
I
just
laid
on
the
sand
It's
like
they
say
in
that
song
all
I
wanna
do
is
make
love
to
you
I'm
scared
I've
never
been
scared
before
feeling
scared
is
really
scary
I
miss
your
kiss
I'm
holding
on
like
it's
the
last
line
tied
to
this
ship
you
have
it
in
you
just
pull
it
out
even
if
it
takes
all
your
strength
we
wandered
the
city
picking
berries
an
apple
and
tiny
plums
tell
me
all
your
secrets
we'll
run
away
and
throw
them
into
the
sea
the
sun
in
front
of
me
a
road
behind
I
could've
moved
but
I
stayed
she
had
never
asked
his
name
but
that
was
okay
that
wasn't
the
point
it
was
the
cruise
momentum
that
kept
me
moving
once
I
stopped
I
cried
when
the
sun
shone
hot
and
the
shadows
were
low
there
she
came
the
dark
horse
the
roses
bloomed
and
all
the
sudden
I
could
smell
my
grandmother's
home
I
tried
to
quote
him
but
Jesus
he
was
just
too
damn
good
to
pen
down
the
kingdom
would
not
fall
not
with
the
king
so
close
beside
his
queen
I
wrote
feverishly
after
reading
it
later
I'd
said
nothing
the
poppy
flowers
laid
down
in
the
rain
and
stood
up
tall
in
the
sun
I
was
thinking
of
that
cool
fog
that
comes
in
autumn
it
was
summer
the
flower
stood
so
strong
but
you
could
snap
it
in
half
if
you
wanted
some
days
the
words
come
right
through
me
others
I
can't
find
them
anywhere
the
politics
of
dancing
ah-ha
the
politics
of
ooh
feeling
good
-Re-Flex
I
had
two
tickets
to
paradise
but
now
I
don't
know
where
I
put
them
I'll
go
to
sleep
tonight
in
my
bed
and
dream
of
a
mosquito
coast
the
clouds
were
dark
and
then
they
parted
like
the
sun
had
been
there
waiting
plodding
along
one
foot
in
front
of
the
other
is
how
I
do
it
snappin'
her
fingers
she
was
movin'
round
and
round
that
girl
was
shakin'
-Eddie Money
there
was
a
tiger
in
my
dreams
that
was
dragging
my
heart
far
away
the
world
in
her
heart
was
dark
and
so
cold
but
the
sun
shone
on
her
skin
there
was
an
undercurrent
I
didn't
like
just
below
her
surface
this
pain
he's
put
in
my
heart
will
tear
me
apart
I'll
die
holding
it
who
do
you
turn
to
when
your
love
has
left
you
when
you
have
no
one
if
you're
wondering
where
all
my
poems
are
they're
down
by
the
river
we
found
a
blue
jay's
feather
so
rare
and
when
we
mostly
find
the
crow's
I
felt
like
Lolita
in
the
backyard
with
her
mother
and
that
man
the
sun
came
to
me
and
I
welcomed
her
and
laid
with
her
awhile
falling
in
love's
like
a
punch
in
the
gut
that
you
really
really
liked
read
a
book
laid
in
the
sun
dreamt
felt
the
breeze
drank
some
wine
just
was
when
he
holds
me
in
his
arms
there
isn't
anywhere
I'd
rather
be
the
worlds
in
her
head
I
would
love
to
visit
I
want
to
grow
old
in
she
stood
there
with
all
of
her
lovely
right
beside
all
of
the
ugly
he
bellied
up
to
the
bar
where
they
knew
him
to
escape
those
that
knew
him
the
moon
is
in
the
sky
so
white
and
the
day
is
so
yellow
and
bright
would
you
ride
a
horse
fly
on
an
eagle's
back
or
swim
with
the
fishes
I
can't
tell
you
how
beautiful
the
land
looks
you
just
have
to
see
it
the
girl
watched
the
boy
her
eyes
never
leaving
him
walking
toward
home
I
love
love
it
makes
me
sigh
and
cry
and
it's
everything
even
sad
I
was
sure
that
I'd
be
schooled
by
my
children
not
the
other
way
'round
there
is
weather
on
his
face
I
hadn't
seen
before
he's
so
quiet
I
talked
'bout
pinecones
the
rich
and
how
we're
all
naked
under
our
clothes
we've
all
got
a
story
to
tell
and
many
more
stories
yet
to
live
the
fiddle
wept
gently
even
the
rose
leaned
in
I
was
moved
standing
still
mars
ain't
the
kinda
place
to
raise
your
kids
in
fact
it's
cold
as
hell
-Elton John, Rocket Man
your
eyes
are
oh
so
pretty
they
sparkle
even
when
the
sky
doesn't
the
sky
opened
up
like
it
was
going
to
hug
me
and
then
it
didn't
the
cat
meowed
the
crow
cawed
the
baby
cried
and
all
in
time
with
the
wind
you
sang
a
pretty
note
that
gave
way
to
the
next
pretty
note
you
sang
I
wanna
run
away
and
stay
still
and
fly
and
lay
down
forever
my
desire's
so
painful
I'm
a
prisoner
of
my
own
damn
design
seriously
dudes
everything
is
awesome
when
you're
part
of
a
team
it
was
like
the
sky
was
singing
so
I
started
singing
along
too
I
fall
in
love
with
you
harder
each
day
how
could
you
do
this
to
me
she's
just
a
magical
pony
with
no
horn
and
without
any
wings
it's
like
they
sang
in
that
song
when
I
want
you
all
I
have
to
do
is
dream
I
lay
in
the
open
grass
feeling
the
soft
warm
green
blades
beneath
me
the
grass
blew
in
the
winds
I
remember
being
a
girl
in
your
arms
there's
no
breaking
this
spell
my
sweet
you
belong
to
me
and
this
forest
I
woke
at
3
anxious
couldn't
sleep
'cause
I
hadn't
written
a
poem
I
was
sweet
to
the
honey
moon
and
the
honey
moon
was
sweet
to
me
the
honey
moon
was
out
in
love
on
the
luckiest
day
of
the
year
there's
nothing
like
the
gold
heart
of
a
true
friend
nothing
like
it
at
all
as
I
stood
washing
the
dishes
the
sounds
of
the
children
made
me
smile
I
miss
you
so
damn
much
I
want
nothing
more
than
to
cry
all
day
long
family
is
who
you
love
who
loves
you
not
always
where
your
blood
comes
from
my
brown
eyes
are
blue
I
look
for
you
in
the
clouds
and
I
don't
see
you
the
cat
laid
in
the
grass
by
the
fence
in
the
shaded
part
of
the
lawn
she
walked
like
the
sound
of
the
music
coming
from
the
taqueria
the
favorite
movie
the
song
you
always
sang
the
land
you
used
to
walk
the
moon
came
out
white
clear
everyday
comforting
me
until
nightfall
she
told
me
to
look
at
the
sky
so
we
looked
together
at
the
sky
her
hair
blew
in
the
wind
she
closed
her
eyes
and
saw
herself
somewhere
else
the
bugs
gold
frenzied
together
mobbed
under
the
sunlight
hovering
my
poetry
is
too
quick
for
me
I
sing
all
the
songs
to
myself
she
said
there's
nothing
that
will
make
it
better
I
felt
a
little
better
I
heard
Bob
Dylan
sing
Kingsport
Town
and
I
touched
the
baby's
pink
cheeks
I
want
to
tell
you
about
the
moon
It's
lovely
so
very
lovely
