I
didn't
take
pictures
of
them
building
sandcastles
by
the
river

I
have
problems
real
problems
like
how
I
fall
for
everybody

one's
like
a
butterscotch
candy
the
other
is
chocolate
caramel

I
forget
many
things
but
not
the
long
grass
brushing
against
my
thighs

I
catch
the
thistle
seed
make
a
wish
but
wishes
are
not
practical

got
a
black
magic
woman
in
my
heart
she's
tryin'
to
make
a
devil

like
wonderland
the
words
fall
around
me
but
I
can't
put
them
in
my
mouth

I
would
explain
to
you
blue
my
dark
knight
then
orange
the
lonely
hunter

the
pay
phone
as
ancient
ruins
a
generational
divide

with
the
only
sound
for
you
being
the
occasional
lawn
sprinkler

when
we
would
wake
and
bake
with
our
coffees
before
you
were
mean
to
me

it
got
cold
the
cat
bounced
about
the
yard
I
felt
better
anyway

she
asked
me
what
omen
meant
5
days
after
her
5th
year
'round
the
sun

I
didn't
throw
your
shirt
on
your
chair
today
I
hung
it
in
the
closet

I
dreamt
of
mice
I
didn't
believe
were
there
he
tried
to
tell
me

earth
my
body
water
my
blood
air
my
breath
fire
my
spirit
repeat

that
park
I
pretend
I'm
on
the
english
countryside
castle
ruins
behind

she
lived
on
a
street
but
which
street
she
lived
in
a
town
but
which
town

my
cactus
siren
call
my
netherworld
I
love
you
dark
cloud
woman

the
smashed
melon
in
the
street
made
me
blush
I
can't
stop
thinking
about

I
sang
some
poems
we
talked
with
some
wine
I
made
a
couple
days

if
I
was
s'rounded
by
all
the
books
then
only
then
might
I
be
happy

and
then
there
was
lonely
sneaking
up
on
my
heart
the
devil
inside

speaking
of
cars
with
attitudes
wee
bae
my
baby
turned
5
today

the
devil
would
come
to
me
softly
like
a
round
peachy
after-sex
face

he
can't
help
his
blue
eyes
gypsy
chariot
or
the
way
they
look
at
you

his
palm
tree
my
daily
mantra
architectural
claims
on
my
heart

we
talked
about
taking
fuckboy
back
he's
not
a
fuckboy
he's
my
fuckboy

once
I
couldn't've
lived
without
you
now
I
can
hardly
see
your
face

the
weed
with
the
purple
flowers
that
grows
up
amongst
the
rose
briar

suckin'
on
my
titties
like
you
wanted
me
callin'
me
all
the
time

-peaches

he's
the
sultan
of
sultanas
the
king
of
queens
he's
my
man
my
man

she
goes
through
long
dramatic
bouts
of
depression
and
I
think
she
likes
it

let
me
tell
you
about
the
best
summer
roses
the
la
croix
was
flowing

and
winter
reminds
me
how
the
rose
is
just
a
devilish
briar

she's
feeling
what
I'd
felt
I'd
felt
her
feelings
they
were
hard
feelings
to
feel

I
need
a
feeling
you
know
the
one
baby
will
you
download
it

his
baby
blue
slacks
the
sunset
the
colors
of
my
little
pony

the
grocery
store's
the
super
mart
little
girls
still
break
their
hearts
uh
huh

-sonny & cher

the
crack
pop
of
the
can
when
you
pull
the
tab
the
fizzy
splashes
your
hand

crayons
legos
scraps
of
paper
shoes
the
parts
of
things
make
up
the
floor

the
sunflowers
provided
me
shade
the
dragonflies
some
music

the
little
girl
who
lives
in
the
walls
she
remembers
everything

sometimes
I
cry
for
the
little
library
of
my
youth
that
is
no
more

dreaming
your
voice
into
a
sweet
sweet
saxophone
signing
me
to
sleep

I
don't
know
how
they'd
met
but
I
had
a
good
story
made
up
in
my
head

he
asked
that
we
choose
forgiveness
and
call
each
other
in
instead
of
out

the
haters
gonna
hate
hate
hate
hate
baby
shake
it
off
shake
it
off

-taylor swift

is
it
the
red
clover
dandelion
you
remember
your
summers
by

god-kissed
vanity
wishing
someone
had
made
my
body
one
long
sigh

I
thought
I'd
locked
you
safely
away
in
1997
but
there
you
were

she's
into
tynker
so
hard
like
flower
power
rainbow
zombie
hard

she
texted
I'm
the
pms
queen
right
meow
say
no
more
my
friend

I
get
nostalgic
when
I
fold
the
laundry
when
I'm
cooking
you
food

in
my
neighborhood
lives
a
black
boat
her
name
is
the
other
woman

one's
waiting
on
birth
another's
waiting
on
death
but
all
they
can
do's
wait

I
take
shorthand
notes
make
pie
dough
sauté
onions
write
poems
with
jules

lines
I
wished
I'd
written
all
the
time
in
my
head
it's
the
great
escape

she
walked
with
a
wide
smile
glancing
back
and
forth
from
a
text
to
the
sky

it
was
a
loose
end
detective
I'm
sure
you
understand
about
loose
ends

when
I'm
sad
I
sometimes
pretend
my
corolla
is
a
limousine

I
wanted
him
home
so
that
I
could
be
sweet
to
him
instead
I
was
sour

a
crane
lowered
in
time
with
immigrant
song
the
sun
dried
night
fever

when
the
preacher
sang
I
love
that
babeh
we
giggled
he
meant
jesus

summer
uniform
come
on
me
like
the
sweet
laze
of
a
warm
morning

laverne
and
shirley
theme
song
in
the
style
of
cher
for
the
neighbors
to
hear

she
made
me
aware
of
vinho
verde
and
all
the
poems
I've
forgot

the
forever
bed
where
we
leave
behind
our
flowers
the
smell
of
their
hair

she
calls
him
dada
and
writes
everyone
in
this
neighborhood
is
nice

it
was
like
I'd
noticed
for
the
first
time
all
the
trees
leaning
leaning

white
girl
cutoffs
trailer
park
homesick
just
take
the
damn
wine
and
drink
it

she
made
sure
to
take
her
rings
off
first
before
making
the
pie
crust

red
silence
please
sequel
respite
prized
passions
palace
senses
reply

you
don't
need
experience
to
turn
me
out
you
just
leave
it
all
up
to
me

-prince

if
you
fall
I
will
catch
you
I
will
be
waiting
time
after
time

-cyndi lauper

we
both
said
we
loved
watching
the
balloon
float
away
into
the
sky

I
said
can
I
borrow
this
what
I
meant
was
I'm
keeping
this
forever

who's
the
fuck
who
said
'til
is
not
proper
for
until
let
me
at
'em

I
took
a
walk
with
the
roses
I
felt
I'd
been
deprived
all
my
life

sulking
in
the
bath
drunk
on
iced
tea
give
me
that
melancholy
girl

the
russian
olives
heard
our
goodbye
to
rosie
the
queen
of
corona

sun
my
mango
essenced
sparkling
mineral
water
in
a
fresh
yes

the
wind
moved
the
tablecloth
my
hair
to
the
sweet
rhythm
of
the
music

if
I
die
and
my
soul
be
lost
it's
nobody's
fault
but
mine

-nina simone

she
made
quick
work
of
the
tan
sun
tea
was
made
regardless
of
the
clouds

my
father
sounded
tired
on
the
phone
I
could
hear
his
silver
hair

red
velvet
drapes
behind
the
denim
was
fierce
his
slide
guitar
gently
wept

what
happened
to
you
roxanne
I
wonder
after
you
left
me
in
first
grade

come
inside
my
tipi
rest
awhile
can
I
take
that
boxed
wine
for
you

such
wow
we
v
yum
us
so
you
know
all
the
things
those
feels
so
feely

people
talking
without
speaking
people
hearing
without
listening

-simon & garfunkel

the
little
bird
picked
grasses
from
our
yard
for
his
nest
I
felt
so
honored

'neath
the
halo
of
a
street
lamp
I
turned
my
collar
to
the
cold
and
damp

-simon & garfunkel

I
write
to
you
in
emoji
in
dreams
where
fire
hearts
sunshine
palm
trees

because
a
vision
softly
creeping
left
its
seeds
while
I
was
sleeping

-simon & garfunkel

my
black
and
white
queen
she's
a
good
cat
I
tell
her
I
love
her
everyday

the
raccoons
that
lived
in
my
trees
the
fine
gentleman
that
just
passed
me
by

I
can
see
her
walking
home
from
the
bus
stop
from
my
bedroom
window

I
said
hello
kitty
she
said
ha
ha
you
said
hello
kitty

could
I
fall
asleep
on
your
shoulder
the
way
they
do
in
the
pictures