it
kills
me
to
only
watch
you
I
suffer
this
unrequited
life

the
chairs
felt
a
certain
way
in
their
house
in
our
house
they
feel
another

I
can't
have
the
hill
or
the
house
or
the
sagebrush
but
I
can
have
my
heart

gentlemen 
she
bowed
her
coquette
head

ma'am
their
cheeks
blushed
under
their
beards

I'll
uncover
you
rub
my
hair
on
your
feet
anoint
you
with
spikenard

I
want
it
like
a
dream
I
want
it
nude
and
in
the
sun
I
want
it
high

he
always
asks
if
she
likes
her
book
he
likes
to
know
what
she's
reading

the
chair
her
grandfather
made
her
wedding
china
for
sale
best
offer

I 

dreamt 

her 

voice 

singing 

me 

softly 

over 

the 

bridge 

into 

the 

water

I
will
change
my
name
to
black
feathers
woman
I'll
call
you
white
coyote

when
I
saw
him
later
he
was
no
longer
squat
puffed
up
he
was
squashed

the
bird
was
bummed
so
bummed
just
squat
puffed
up
sitting
there
in
the
driveway

the
kiss
of
the
mother
did
not
soothe
but
the
tears
were
warm
on
her
lips

I'm
high
from
the
coffee
and
not
eating
my
eggs
I
like
that
for
now

we're
all
suffering
from
that
same
thing
we
want
to
know
we're
not
alone

it's
the
way
he
looks
at
me
when
he's
really
really
looking
at
me

do
you
ever
miss
your
old
girlfriends
love
do
you
miss
the
way
they
weren't
me

I
took
a
walk
with
depression
breathe
breathe
and
I
left
him
by
the
sea

she
was
feeding
him
nachos
while
he
drove
the
car
the
sun
was
shining
hot

I
bought
you
all
the
greens
my
love
and
you
haven't
been
home
to
eat
them