I looked up at the 

stars. I felt the breeze and I 

could smell the pine trees. 

The dark became so 
very dark. The night wanted
me all to himself.

I should talk about
the wind whistling through the 
windows, but I'm tired.

I held the baby
and dreamt of my lover. My 
worlds so far apart.

The rain was so slight
and cold and the exact same 
color as the sky.

I'm taking the easy
way out and quoting some 
bad ass song lyrics.

My heart was empty.
My body felt out of place
trying not to cry. 

You never lose love
you've had. Your heart expands with 
each new love you find.

Sometimes I feel cursed
to be this passionate. Like 
I'm under a spell.

I wonder so much
if I have friends or what that
even means these days.

I wrote poem 
after poem and I just couldn't
get the words right

I try to say it 

so eloquently and it 

comes out so corny.

I was looking for
the moon but when I went 
outside she wasn't there.

Sometimes I love what 
I write and other times I 
totally hate it.

Sometimes when I praise 
the Lord I thank Him for 
pizza delivery.

There's always a ghost
between us. I can never 
just have you alone.

It was night and I 
could still see a light blue sky 
with moving pink clouds

It was windy. I 
left the screen door ajar so 
I could hear it creak.

The Queen of Spades, so 
severe. She's like the calm, quiet 
before the storm.

I wonder why we
make sense together, but I 
don't question the gods.